Boost is the secret of my energy.

Well after a long interval of 3 months I managed some time to return here.I am feeling like the very first day,the day I started blogging.

My phone was quiet today.The moment I sat with the laptop calls started flowing.Atlast after rejecting few calls from ShareKhan and LIC walas.I managed to Login.I created a new Post.I felt happy that now I will start.Suddenly The mobile started singing "Teri ankho ki."....bla bla bla...."Mehfuz hu(10 times)".I understood my concentration and thoughts are no more "Mehfuz". :(

I can tell "I am busy,call me later" or "I am not here ,this is my Ghost speaking" with no hesitation to any LIC wala or Sharekhan wala,but this "Mehfuz wali" is somebody who will indeed make me a ghost if I am going to give any lame excuse or crack a waste joke to calm her down.I am no longer an untamed stallion,rather I am already in the second group.Remember - "Cow is a DOMESTIC animal.It has four legs.It gives milk......some ten thousand utilities".I wonder is this the cause girls are gals but boys are GUYs.(for Southees Guy is the hindi of Cow :( ).

So,where was I?..Wait am getting another call.This time : Mere paas Maa hai.

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Maa : Beta Good Morning.Uth gaye?

(Badboy: No Maa ,I am playing the protagonist of Inception Part two.Walk and talk in dreams.)

GoodBoy: Goodmorning.Haa.Is everything all right there..

....

...

Goodboy:take care Maa.

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Many changes had already happened here,though there is a slight difference between December-Chennai and March-Chennai,and no difference between March -Thor and May-Chennai.This is just a glimpse of the smoke.Eruption is still left.Anyway I will cover the Chennai topic later.

Lets get back to the sardonic days of my life.ILP Bhubaneshwar.2010.

I entered the conference room.The Yakkuu and his matchbox stepped in.The raucous voice started pinning our ears.

"This batch had performed extra-ordinarily bad in the first exam,Now prepare for the second exam.The guys or gals in the bottom ten should have to pass the next exam with good marks to maintain the average,else this may be the end of the journey,you will be sent back to Home." A little tremor ran down my spine.I stared at maroon salwar's face.She gestured an "all ok" towards me.

The Yakkuu and matchbox face went out.I was feeling relief.They were like the itch in the groin for us.

"May I join you in Lunch?" - I asked her accumulating all my left confidence.

- "Sure!but what about your other friends?Won't they mind?" - She smiled.

She was absolutely correct.Who promotes new controversies,that too with a bottom ten.

- "Ya !they might.But it seems they have already left.I left the conference room last,they started for the chicken meal.That is most-wanted na.That will be over soon." .

- "Are you a vegetarian?".

-"at Times".

-"ok,then join us."

- "Are you a vegetarian?"

-"Times".

I felt relieved,Sometime a change is really required.The paneer was soothing my taste buds.But if you ask me "Paneer or chicken?".You may get a jaw-breaker from me. ;)

We went back to the conference room.The matchbox came and screamed the schedule to us.The schedule and syllabus for EC2.The next hurdle.The hurdle that was going to decide my fate.Some hollow-man was playing the fortune game.You can't see him.

The toughest question sometime I feel  - Is there really somebody called God?

Sometime He listens to our praying,sometime He doesn't.If you think deeply you can really co-relate the matters.Cause effect and all elementary question.The universal truth of karma.It is the faith that gives us confidence.The other name of faith is God.He is within us.You worship your virtues,you worship The God,You get driven by your evil senses,you are driving to hell.

-"Look,she is coming".It was the lost sailor.He had already noticed the Lunch episode.

-"Who?".I asked

I went home.Tonight I was the first to sit and study.I skipped the dinner.I was feeling well.

It was like taking revenge on my past.Lets scarp the brain with the knife and carve these things into memory.I was feeling.

The mobile shook a little.I got an sms from Komal.

"Don't study too much.You can make it.I was struggling with Normalization.I skipped that part,going to bed :( ".

" :)  :? "

"non CS"

"Hmm.Dont worry.See you tomorrow.sleep well.gn.:)"

"Hmm.gn.:)".

I closed the Herbert Schildt and took out the Korth.

It was two-o-clock already.I decided to go to bed.